I've been out of commission for a year and four months, and just came back two days ago because I've been lurking around for at least a month and missed the place quite some. burningdoom, don't get caught up on negative stuff, just ignore and enjoy your stay - you've been here longer than me, so clearly there's something good going on around here that makes you come back for more; and I'm sure you've also made friends here, so there's that, too.