Uuuugh. I hate making a big purchasing decision like this. I don't know whether to buy, or not. Honestly I'll be disappointed with myself either way, that's just how I am with stuff like this. Like the other day I was making offers ready to thrown down major $, now that I got a reasonable counter, it's like
WTF are you doing idiot, run away while you still can! I want it, but I don't. I like it, but I don't. I need it, but I don't. It's like I'm letting desperation get the best of me, but I'm also letting something good slip away.
There's no winning in this situation for me.