Currently binging a colorful character by the name of William Eyelash.   She has these melancholy dark romance pop anthems that I really vibe with and also a few outlandish upbeat, semi saddistic songs that really tingle the senses like 5 gum.   
She's super talented and I just wish I could be myself again but i'm a pitiful shell of a man.   All of you spit on my grave.  I love you.  I hate you.  I love you more than you know.