I've been there myself. I know the loss, the pain, the rumination, the darkness. Wish that I had something reassuring to offer you all. I just recently lost another pet, my 15 + year old kitty to a tragic and abrupt demise. She was hit, in part due to the fact that she was totally def, but also because of my own mother's ailing health and physical disability, turning a dicey situation into a tragic end that I intuitively knew was coming. *sigh* Life is a wonderous joy, isn't it? A loosing downhill battle.
On a less dark note, but also continuing the theme of loss. Whatever happened to "PlaystationCollecting"? I was on there a few years ago, and now? Gone. A lot of these collecting communities are starting to flake off one by one, taking with them immense databases of info. I'm pretty sure websites more active than VGCollect have bit the dust. Nintendo Age? Why did that happen again? Technically it was a buyout that never materialized into anything nearly as good or useful.
Hopefully all of the hard work put together here doesn't just disappear one day, but I'm hoping against the inevitable, aren't I? Contrary to popular belief, nothing on the Internet is forever.